Lord God, All I want is relationship with you. THEN HAVE IT CHILD. IT'S RIGHT HERE, TAKE IT!
This is important: Right after I wrote those two lines above, I opened my Bible randomly and landed on Psalm 145. This verse was underlined:
The Lord is near to
all who call on him, to all who call
on him in truth.
I call on the Lord. He is near me. He wouldn't hide; he wants so badly to be in a relationship with me. But I need to seize it.
I am in relationship with God. I'm never out of it, I never was out of it. But I think the entire time, he was right in front of me saying, "Come further in! Get to know me better! I want you too; I'm right here!"
