1-8-13
There are things I really want to understand better. One of those is your love for me. Tied to that is how badly I've committed adultery against you. I need to understand your sacrifice as well.
God, my greatest desire is to be close to you. But Father, I can't come close if I'm selfish. What am I still holding on to? What haven't I fully surrendered to you?
I want you to break me. However messy it needs to be, please, just take away my selfishness. You bring joy. You bring peace. I want to be close to you Father; I want my day to be filled with powerful communion with you.
You've done so much for me, and I take so much of it for granted. But I don't want to anymore.
