11-28-13 Thursday
THANKSGIVING
Morning:
I’m so far from understanding how much God wants to do life
with me. Sometimes, I even forget
or reject that fact. But this
truth is the only thing that leads to everlasting joy. He loves me. He truly, deeply, passionately loves me. And sometimes, there won’t be
miraculous things all around me to back that up. But there are always blessings, there are always expressions
of his love. It doesn’t take me
seeing a blind man healed to know that.
Jesus, over and over I’ve rejected you. I’ve rejected this perfect, pure
intimacy for trash. I’m so, so
sorry Lord. Please, be the cry of
my heart, the subject of my soul.
Fill me and fulfill me. Refine
me and renew me. Fight with all
your love against my stubbornness: break me if you have to. You are the only thing worth living
for.
Deep calls to deep