May 6, 2014 (continued)
I feel so
unsure of how to act in social situations. Not necessarily in an awkward way, and definitely not out of
shyness or something like that; it’s more because I’m still learning how to be
selfless and loving and in tune with you in public. It’s pretty difficult, honestly, but I think that being
intentional about this fast of stepping back and listening and getting “back to
the basics” will help.
I don’t want
to do anything out of trying to be like someone else or trying to fit in. What I want first and foremost is to
establish this secret place, this Eden, and carry it around with me. I want to love on a mission spawned out
of intimacy with my Jesus.
Coming after
you, Lord :)
Thanks for loving me and showing me that you do.